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Tuesday, January 10, 2017

Songlation - Help Me, ERINNNNNN!!

Remember, raise those arms up on "E", and swing downwards on "Rin"!



[Lyrics:]

Ei-rin! Ei-rin! (Ei-rin! Ei-rin!)
Ei-rin! Ei-rin! (Ei-rin! Ei-rin!)
Ei-rin! Ei-rin! Ei-rin! Ei-rin! (Ei-rin! Ei-rin! Ei-rin! Ei-rin!)
Eirin~! (Ei-rin! Ei-rin! C'mon help me Eirin~!)

Ahh, whatever shall I do?!
With this arm that I raise towards the endless sky (Ei-rin! Ei-rin!)
Know that you are my beloved moon
inside-out my imperishable moon (C'mon help me Eirin!)
Oh, hurry over quick
as this arm swings towards the earth with all my might (Ei-rin! Ei-rin!)
can you hear me sending out this sign
Eirin just for you this is my sign

Eirin Eirin come save me please
I cry out throughout the day
aimless timeless the hourai
elixir drinkers all bear this fate
Reisen Tewi must still be out
for the pair's nowhere to be seen
Who could it be now that's come to these grounds
out to get me oh no

(Eirin Eirin c'mon help me Eirin!)
Eirin Eirin c'mon help me Eirin!
(Eirin Eirin c'mon help me Eirin!)
Hurry over quick!

So, here I've come to help!
Following your arm raised towards the endless sky  (Ei-rin! Ei-rin!)
Know that you are my beloved girl
indulgent, yet still my beloved girl (C'mon help me Eirin!)
Hey now, I am in a rush!
as your arm swings towards the earth with all your might (Ei-rin! Ei-rin!)
I can you hear you sending out your sign
Eirin please help me Eirin

Saturday, December 31, 2016

Eirin! Save me from 2016!


Ending 2016 on a fun note, here's a surprise songlation nobody (myself included) saw coming! "Help Me, Erinnnnnn!!" originally by Cool X Create!

It's been stuck in my head since the summer, and now it's become a songlation. Who would have thought?

A proper release on YT  and blog post will follow shortly. Happy 2017 everyone!

Saturday, December 17, 2016

Those 90's anime faces are now 20 years old


Happy 29th Mega-versary! Has it really been that long?!

To celebrate, the X3 audio mod I did a while back is now available for download!

Speaking of, you guys see the 66-Action mini figures? Smol-nutt is mega adorbs~!

Friday, November 11, 2016

Don't call it a comeback, I've been here for years


So, it's been kinda quiet, huh?

I know the usual thing is:

>Take forever to make something

>Post about it a few days after it's been published

>Disappear for a while to do IRL stuff

But I think the gaps between posts have been getting bigger and bigger, huh?

I sometimes worry I don't have anything left worth to say. Every post slowly becomes a bunch of characters all out of context.

... wait, did I just quote one of my one songs? Oh goodness, maybe there's some hope after all.

In any case, if you haven't checked 'em out yet, a few of the tracks off of "vocalize" have been updated on newgrounds, and even mirrored onto soundcloud.

Still trying to find some time crank the last half of vocalize out. Almost theeeeere~

On the IRL side I'm back in school, and it's been eating up a huge chunk of my time. (Am I the eternal student? Like Kyo Kusanagi? Or Kintaro Oe???) And you know how I usually slow my roll during school so that I can get school stuff done? Well, school just domineered the remaining chunk I used to dedicated to creative stuff. It's been a pretty harrowing experience.

But maybe I'll come back Saiyan strong after this. Who knows.

The fact that all these fun things keep releasing isn't helping. I broke study time to play GV2 (oh it was so, so good), but I can't keep doing it for BlazBlue, Project DIVA X, SeHa Girls, Shantae, KoF, and Pokémon.

... I'm a horrible liar, I totally unlocked a bunch of the easy-peasy trophies for Central Fiction the other night.

Oh, and Dr. Strange was cool too.

Argh, my willpower is fading. Winter break needs to hurry up and get here.



So 'til next time, space cowpokes. We'll Mau Mau in the next episode.

 
(Bonus shot of my Spidey suit shoot that we did shortly before NYCC as a field run for the thing. As much as I rag on the old Spidey movie trilogy, I do enjoy 2 a lot. I think it's obvious which part of the movie was my favorite.)

Friday, October 14, 2016

And now we're back from our trip through the multiverse

 
It's amazing, it like, never fails. I always somehow ended up dreadfully sick after NYCC. But the throes of demise won't snatch me up!

... at least, not until I get this exam and all this other stuff taken care of. I'm too busy to die!
On another note, just wanna throw out the heads up that I'm back on twitter, so feel free to look at my pictures of my toys, listen to my musings, or go yell at me to go work on stuff faster.

Or maybe even request me for a job. That totally works too.



That's all for now, we'll catch you on the flipside.

(P.S. If you were at NYCC '16, I was Spidey this year. If you've got footage of me tussling with the Sinister 6, feel free to send it to me J Jonah Jameson at the Daily Bugle. I wanna see how they came out how much of a public menace that Web-head is!)


Thursday, July 7, 2016

Repressed desires layer the atmosphere

Here's to the star-crossed lovers out there, "ShootingStar". Check it out on Newgrounds and YouTube.

Lyrics:

[ShootingStar]

Reach out and cast a wish up above
let's immerse ourselves in the sea of
the sky dyed blue by many a gaze
of a lonely heart in disarray

Swimming amongst desires and dreams
The stars when blessed with wishes they gleam
An etheral network of seeking souls
searching for somewhere we're not alone

there are some things inexplicable
these feelings are unpredictable
thoughts of you occur spontaneously
intrinsic urges instantaneously

distance between hearts
indecision orbiting
true intentions are eclipsed
honesty locked behind lips

Repressed desires layer the atmosphere

shine upon the dark
beaming beacon beckons me
features like a constellation
drawn to traces of your face and

I'll chase after you like a shooting star

Saturday, May 14, 2016

Spending time in circles, watching the seasons cycle

Long time no post, right? As always, IRL each day keeps the (Un)BalNz'D away...

Fun fun stuff though coming your way soon! Promise! Hopefully this time I can prep something REALLY cool for Rock Day (PROTIP: 6/9 for those not in the know)!

In any case, let me get around to posting the lyrics to the songs from "Lyrical Affectation", as well as the new piece, "B-side".

[Velveteen Bestfriend]

Hey how you doin' been a while since we've talked
tell me, you got a second
do you remember the day that you did me wrong?
tell me, do you regret it

rememberin' the days
you took me everywhere you went
rememberin' the days
and time together that we spent
rememberin' the day
that you suddenly just left
rememberin' days
wasted wondering where you went

I don't wanna spend my whole life
sitting on your shelf
I don't wanna rot inside this box
while you're with someone else
I don't wanna lie forgotten
here beside the bed
I don't wanna be forgotten
even in your head

So I've been doin' just fine here on my own
tell me, are you the same
Sometimes I wonder if we're better off alone
tell me, are you the same

rememberin' the days
you took me everywhere you went
rememberin' the days
and time together that we spent
rememberin' the day
that you suddenly just left
rememberin' days
wasted wondering where you went

I don't wanna spend my whole life
sitting on your shelf
I don't wanna rot inside this box
while you're with someone else
I don't wanna lie forgotten
here beside the bed
I don't wanna be forgotten
even in your head

promise me, promise me
can you promise me one thing
even when, playtime's done
and it's time to move on
that you won't, that you won't
please promise that you won't
please don't

forget about me
forget about me

I don't wanna spend my whole life
sitting on your shelf
I don't wanna rot inside this box
while you're with someone else
I don't wanna lie forgotten
here beside the bed
I don't wanna be forgotten
again


[going nowhere]

Let go from the hands of time
I've lost my grip thus my descent begins
Can you please tell me how
far I've fallen?

I'm going nowhere fast
so lost without a frame of reference
everything's the same
and so I've lost my way

tell me which way that I'm going?
I can't tell, no way of knowing
one step forwards two steps backwards
don't remember what comes after

everything fading to nothing
trying hard just to feel something
is there something that I'm missing?
I can't seem to tell the difference

spending time in circles
watching the seasons cycle
world moves unrelenting
as I lay still

older but never wiser
breathing yet barely alive
how far is tomorrow?

Buried deep in the sands of time
I bear the crushing weight of the world
Can you please tell me how
deep I've sunk in?

Buried in the past
I'm lost beneath the changing future
swept up by the waves
of change that come my way

tell me which way that I'm going?
I can't tell, no way of knowing
one step forwards two steps backwards
don't remember what comes after

everything fading to nothing
trying hard just to feel something
is there something that I'm missing?
I can't seem to tell the difference

spending time in circles
watching the seasons cycle
world moves unrelenting
as I lay still

older but never wiser
breathing yet barely alive
how far is tomorrow?

Wandering round in circles
faces places people cycle
world keeps turning still unchanging
I'm the same still

grown older ever dimmer
waiting for the future's glimmer
how bright is tomorrow

spending time in circles (Wandering round in circles)
watching the seasons cycle (faces places people cycle)
world moves unrelenting (world keeps turning still unchanging)
as I lay still (I'm the same still)

older but never wiser (grown older ever dimmer)
breathing yet barely alive (waiting for the future's glimmer)
how far is tomorrow? (how bright is tomorrow)


[Endless Obscurity]

Wanting to make a difference
in a world that could care less
running on dreams
you'll fall through as you awake

hide in imagination
asocial depravation
your head is safe
as long as you don't open up

lie to myself and everyone around me
blurring the lines of truth with my delusion
playing a part as if I were an actor
losing my self in a role that I play too well

tracing from the design to draw conclusions
reading between the lines I find a purpose
cast as expendable like all the others
losing my self amongst the others

These words that I've held onto
for so long have failed to reach you
sentenced to fade into endless obscurity

This voice of mine just falters
never making sounds that matter
there's no sense wasting any breath on me

lyrical affectation
rhythmic self deprication
sweet saccharine sound
a high reached from feeling down

rampant imagination
feelings in isolation
your head is safe
as long as you just keep it shut

lie to myself and everyone around me
blurring the lines of truth with my delusion
playing a part as if I were an actor
losing my self in a role that I play too well

tracing from the design to draw conclusions
reading between the lines I find a purpose
cast as expendable like all the others
losing my self amongst the others

These words that I've held onto
for so long have failed to reach you
sentenced fade into endless obscurity

This heart of mine just wavers
beats play but no rhythm is heard
there's no sense wasting any more breath

the contents of my head
are slowly surely slipping out
I try to hold on to
what's left inside but there's not much

I stop and try to hear you
but there is no sound getting through
everything fades into endless obscurity

This voice of mine just falters
never making sounds that matter
there's no sense wasting any more breath

These words that I've held onto
for so long have failed to reach you
and so they fade into endless obscurity

This heart of mine just wavers
beats play but no rhythm is heard
there's no sense wasting any more breath on me


[B-side]

Good morning
while the world's still snoring
cover up the dark with sunshine

Hey people
nice to get to see you
leave me on my way to nowhere

This city
everyone's so busy
nobody has time for no one

so lonely
but we keep on going
life itself's an oxymoron

moving breathing smiles concealing
truth and lies and hearts unfeeling
lose yourself to stimulation
too much information

laughing crying living dying
somewhere in between I find me
lying to myself like always
I say today I will

Wake up and stop feeling
awful maybe by tomorrow
I can face the
two faced monster in the mirror

But it seems as if though
yesterday is hell bent on
catching me I do believe
my past denies me any future